Out of a Secret Darkness
Today is the day, I’m coming “Out of the Secret Darkness” for good!
Today is the day that I publically begin to publish my book “Out of a Secret Darkness” online. No more fear, no more taking it down and no more hiding in the darkness.
There is only one thing that keeps us trapped in the darkness where we experience pain and suffering.
Do you know what that is?
The one thing that keeps us downtrodden in life is fear. We fear what others will think about us, we fear that we are not good enough to measure up, we can fear abuse from others and fear our past actions in life. When we have hurt others unintentionally fear of judgment can hold us back in the secret darkness.
I have lived in this condition for several years now.
I have an important story to share. It’s sitting in a folder titled BOOK on my laptop. I have written over 14,000 words thus far. I have blogged bits and pieces of this story and started another blog to write this story on and took it down.
I have floundered around with this story for too long now.
The other day, I realized something important. I was being held back from actually publishing this story to the public out of FEAR. I’m fearful that the one person who needs to hear my story the most will pass judgment on me.
She gave me one chance years ago. At that time, I was still lost in the darkness with fear. I was fearful of her father and his ability to abuse me again. She reached out to me and like my mother did to me. I let her down.
Well, today is the day that I come “Out of the Secret Darkness” for good!
No more hiding or fear of judgment. Today, I stand strong in the Lord Jesus Christ and ask her forgiveness.
Today is the day that I publically begin to publish my book “Out of a Secret Darkness” online for her and everyone else to read. No more fear, no more taking it down and no more hiding in the darkness.
I dedicate this book to my lovely daughter Breyanne. You deserve to have the answers to the past afflictions in life. I’m so sorry for not having the strength to fight longer. I pray this story will help you understand what happened in the past and that you can forgive me.