God allows you to make a choice. Are going to be obedient or disobedient to HIS word? The decision of trusting or distrusting in HIM is yours to make.
The decisions you make in life most often are attained by way of parental guidance or the lack thereof. This guidance will affect your mindset and the choices you make in adulthood.
My choices and decisions had caused me to endure severe pain and anguish. In my mid-twenties, I wandered aimlessly around Oakland, California. My spirit was severely oppressed and downtrodden.